lalala

where is my yippee modus vivendi??
tired la~
still got many practical need 2 do~
szien~
tommorrow wanna hang out with my housemate~
KL trip~
1 day~
haha~
hope have a nice day~~^^

祝福

不知道自己怎么了~
当听他说会来马六甲时，我想要见到他~
可是，当天刚好我也有出去~同时都在注意身边有没有他的出现
但是，走了那么久还是没有见到他。。
还蛮失望的。。。
可是，见到他了又能怎样呢。。
想要跟他说话又不是，不跟他说话又不是
见到面又不知如何是好。。不见面也好。。
至少在彼此心中会留下以前美好的印象。。
我们的中间已经渐渐的隔着一条陌生路线。。
感觉他已经不是我以前所认识的他，他变了。。
变得我也比不了解他了。。当然我也变了。。
不再是以前的我。。
可能以前时常敷衍他。。导致现在他也一样敷衍我。。
他知道他所说的我都不听。。
他还蛮了解我的，从来没人那么地了解我。。
他也非常体贴，在我认识所有男生之中，
他对我最好。。
还记得，我中四生日时他折了九十多个心形送给我。。
情人节时，只有他送我巧克力
第一次收到的情人节礼物。。
我非常非常珍惜。。
不管去哪里，他都会想到我。。
一定会买东西给我，关心我。。还有很多很多回忆。。
一时想不起那么多。。
但是我却对他忽冷忽热的。。
真的有点对不起他。。
除了对不起，还是对不起。。
虽然他有点保守，但是我都知道他为我好。。
开始时，对他都有好感。。
不知怎么的，认识久了，就没有那种感觉了。。
他所做的一切我都不喜欢了。。
当他说以后都不找我了，我觉得非常非常伤心。。
从来都没那么伤心过。。
可是我都不觉得我喜欢他。。。
根本就是没喜欢阿。。
也许是习惯了他在我身边。。
有些事情都不应该拖拖拉拉,
到最后不止伤害了自己，也会伤害了别人。。
我以后都不会那么做了。。
会害到不该伤害的人。。。
现在真的很希望他好好珍惜自己。。
不要自甘堕落。。
不要把自己的前途给毁了。。
天，帮我祝福他每天快快乐乐。。
希望他可以找到爱他，珍惜他的人。。
也希望他更爱自己。。

受不了~~

够了够了~~
功课那么多干嘛！！！
多就算了~~还那么难~~~
想到头脑都快爆了，最后还是没有答案~~~
为什么！！！
因为笨！！
懒！！！
没有用心！！
压力超大的~~~~
年终考试又要到了~~~~
等死的拉~~~
才发觉自己并不是读书的料。。。
只是死读。。
最终死的是自己。。。。
才发觉很多事我只是一知半解，并没有真正去了解。。
而且发觉朋友们都离我好远好远。。。
大家所想的东西，所讲的东西，都不一样了。。
在马六甲，宿舍的朋友渐渐也显示出他们不好的一面了。。
突然非常非常想念昔加末的好朋友。。
当然，他们也有他们的朋友了
以前跟元他们不熟，也是静静的，觉得无聊
现在这感觉又来了。。
昨天跟霖他们的朋友出去，突然觉得我是多余的
对，我就是多余的。。
好后悔，早知道不要去~~
我哪里知道他们有叫不认识的阿~~
haiz~~
damn~~
压力压力！！！！！！！
who can help me???
omg!!

Day day

haiz....
today whole day at hostel..
boring~~~
walao ,today my com dont know y format itself!!
my half things disappear!!
hate!!
fortunaly,
i save my assignment marketing&prensentation of moral in pendrive already~
if no!!I will die!!
but my sdo delete already T.T
haiz...
yesterday, we went to eat ikan bakar~
nice 2 eat^^
now i know my life already become stress...
tat day i T.T coz i didnt know how 2 complete my account job
stress!!!
I cant lose again!!
I dont want lose!!!
win will bless me!!!
I should improve!!
i wont 2 be a loser!!!
I will success 1day!!
wait!!!

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pressure!!!
test!!!
assignment!!!
tutorial!!!
quiz!!!!
shit!!!
i want giv up!!!!
crazy!!

20 jun 2010,1st day register at KAMSIS
I think i will stay with Malay ppl
but i got shock coz when i open door ,all chinese ppl same hostel with me
i feel happy and excited!!
my roomate chanari fron perlis,Liew bei kee from jb,and chan poh fung from batu pahat
another girls are chan wen yi from jb,tu kath wen from kulai,chin choi foong&chai woon yee from perak,sonyca from sarawak&tan ai lik from kelantan
we all come from different state~
fate~~~
1st week, we got orentation week~
so enjoy and happy in this week
i felt no stress and become more freedom~~
no control from anyone~~relax~~
i think i made true choice~~
study at POLITEKNIK MELAKA,i can learn many thing
Then,i recognise other friends(boy)
chong zhi how from yayasan, gan jia en ,labis,ng liang yi,these 3 ppl form segamat
i nver think that got ppl same hometown with me
so happy~~
the 1st boy i recognise is goh bing shen from butterworth,pulau pinang
he is a good man,he very care all friends,and he is smart
then,裕权from jb,lit wen from tangkak,guo yi from perak,jia rong from pahang,kent fron sabah,
lee han &qi xian from malacca~~
they giv us many happiness
and we feel happy togather with them
especially,qi xian,裕权，zhi how or lee han
sometimes we will play badminton togather
sometimes we will go shopping,play bowling,snooker,cinema
very enjoy in my life~
but money also very "enjoy" in my lifeT.T
every free time, we will hang out
either by taxi or deliver by qi xian
25 julai 2010
3 ppl celebrate birthday togather
me,qi xian &裕权
coz my birthday on 26 julai &qi xian 0n 28 julai
that day we celebrate at dream box~
wow~so happy!!
we all enjoy in singing~~
sing about 4 hours~
so nice^^
after that, we want go 2 eat steamboot
but many ppl cant go to city coz no taxi
so we back Kamsis eat cake
we buy 2 cakes~one tiramisu&another1 is coffe
so excited~~~^^
26th julai ,my birthday
i receive many greeting from my friends
24th julai i also go back segamat celebrate with my fond friends
torng make up & set my hair
i like it^^
thx torng make me become beautiful and diffferent
very TQ~~
26 that day,zhi how send and talk 101 birthday greeting 4 me
besides that, my classmate sing birthday song 4 me togather
i never got this memory before~~
a little bit touch in my heart and grateful
my poli friends giv me a headphone that i was dream day by day
finally,they realise my dreams~
wakaka~
they know my nose got many blackheader but now still cant dsappear altough i use many product~~
so they giv me a product blackheader remover from SASA
very appriciate them giv me an unforgotteble memory~~
TQ all!!
days by days....
i feel that our roomate become gab
and cannot stay togather happy already..
some ppl change~~
hope they will not quarrel one day..
we cannot be selfish
we must respect other ppl & mind of ppl
these all i learnt from my life now
haiz~~
no need think so much
vitally important~~
we have yippee modus vivendi before
we must happy in our life~~
happy can dissolve many problem~~
think positive~~
my life~~~~gambateh~~~^^

car test

today................
finally。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
pass jor!!!!!!
thx god bless me~~
i m the 1st....
do not know how 2 do...
nervous....
scare....
i try 2 calm down....
but still cant...
fortunatelly.....
stress......gone...
1 o'clock...
went out with friend...
we all gather at nanyang coffee shop...
we took photograph togather..
then we went k box..
sing song sing song
then we went upwell by wu hao's car
that is camry...
so rich...
comfortable...
luxury...
my dreams car... luxury car~~
i want u~~~wait me!!
then we went moli again..
yam cha again...
then we back home lo~~
then thx all and appriciate all wishes and support from my friends
thank you all~~~